I'm updating. It's not like I have a cute kid or anything, but some people have asked that I update...so here it is.
First let me just say that IF there was a place on this particular blog to name your heros, my friend Sara Beth would be one, however for some reason I DON'T THINK THE FEELING WOULD BE MUTAL. HINT HINT!
Ok...enough of that. Things are going good up here in the ATL. I'm not actually in Atlanta by the way...about 30 minutes north...but it's all the same. Our church is off to a very good start, and we are still having fun doing it, and that's really important.
I miss home. Some days more than others. I just really want to see my mama. Hopefully next weekend i'll be able to. For some reason, and this may sound morbid, but i've just been thinking about the fact that daddy will probably pass away sometime in the the five years or so. Actually I think it's probably going to be more like this year. I don't know why I'm thinking about it, except maybe for the fact that I am getting myself mentally prepared for having to deal with the BM. (Birth mother) that is. I keep playing it in my mind how I am going to just tell her off once and for all. My hero may have to help me out on that one. I'm sure the Mee-Maws would have my back.
I'm just in a weird place right now. I've started growing away from the people back at home, but I'm not yet close enough to the people here to call it home. I don't mean that anything is wrong...it's just been 4 weeks in. It'll get there...I'm sure.
Some people from home just act like they don't want to hear about what's going on here...and sorry but if you want an update in my life...this is probably going to be a part of it.
That's one reason I am so thankful for all of my Judson friends. Even though I may move, or people get married, or babies come into the world, we are all still close. We don't have to talk everyday, or even every week, (sometimes month...MARIE), but somehow we just pick up right where we left off, and that feels good.
There is a friend here in Georgia who went to an all girl's school. We were talking last night about being only children at home, and then going to live with a bunch of girls. I asked her if she would do it all over again...and she said yes.
So that's it. Probably not the update you were wanting, or even expecting...but nevertheless...Sara Beth can finally hush!
Heather...it's your turn!
Until next time...Peace out!
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Christy, you know I love you.
My words of wisdom concerning old friends and new...your 'old' friends have to accept your growing (hopefully maturing) and moving on with your life...you aren't always going to be the person they once knew. People change and your real friends will accept that...although sometimes it takes time.
Now, about your BM and your dad. You really should have told your BM off back when that whole credit issue went down. Some people say to forgive and forget...well, I say get even...forgive and then remember. I think you'll feel alot better and you'll be able to get some crap off your chest once you really talk to her.
AND...just remember that it takes time to make new friends, especially ones that you can trust and all that good stuff. Enjoy your new start in a new place. I think it's where you're meant to be right now.
That's all I have to say for now.
Peace up (A town down).
IT's all your fault. I tried to post on your blog and I couldn't because I wasn't a blogger. Well, now I am...feel free to visit pmmiller@blogspot.com. Now, I don't even remember what I was going to say in the first place.
Sorry I was watching Grey's Anatomy last night when you called. It's the only show I really care about watching now. You really should watch it; it's great!
Of course we have your back with your BM...and all those New Hope people who can't seem to appreciate what a good thing this is for you. Don't be discouraged! You are SO loved!
Criddy, any time you want to commiserate about being far from home... you know I'm your girl. It will start to seem more normal soon... I promise. Call, email, or send a smoke signal soon.
Susan, you know we're trying to discourage smoking! Maybe she can learn Morse code though! I bet it's easier than Spanish.
That made me laugh.
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