Friday, June 09, 2006

I'm a hypocrite

...i yell at everyone else to update and then I don't for forever. I'm sure that's not the only way i'm a hypocrite. In fact i'm quite sure of it.

So i'm depressed because I just took a quiz for depression and it says i'm depressed.

Did you get that? Seriously...It says that i'm depressed and should be on medication. But I sure don't want that. I just want to get out of this funk that i'm in. Everything is great, I mean sure I miss home, but that's not it. That's not the source of it, I don't think. Homesickness is one thing.

Course it could be because i'm lazy, eat way...way unhealthy and can't fall asleep until 2 in the morning, so I sleep till 10 the next morning and feel like crap for it.

It also doesn't help that all the guys from the church that are usually in the office are getting ready to leave for most of the summer. Well some of them longer than others. I mean don't get me wrong...I have done an amazing amount of work this week...but IT'S SO BORING around here...around my life for that fact. I mean who wants to not have hardly any human contact for a whole week at a time.

My roomate is great though and she got treated like crap this weekend by a stupid boy, and I just may have to drive to Augusta and open up a can on him. Seriously.

So that's it...if you want to know more call...not that there's really anything anyone could do...but you should call anyway!

Me!

4 comments:

Mandy said...

I still love you even if you are a hypocrite!! I'm going to be in Alabama next weekend :) I'm excited!! I'm going to my sister's baby shower!! If you are going to be around let me know!! Love you lots you hypocrite!

Ashley Smith ~ The Primary Source said...

Hey! Sorry I have been missing your calls...I'll try to catch up with you soon! Love you!

Anonymous said...

I love you girl and I'm here if you need to talk. Plus Chad and I would LOVE for you to visit this summer if you get the chance.

Mandy said...

details=not good