Monday, December 18, 2006

3 More days to go...AND

BETH FINALLY POSTED! YAY!!!

Saturday, December 16, 2006

Friday, December 15, 2006

Sunday, December 10, 2006

FEDEX

Says my ornament should be here on the 12th. I can't wait to see the person open it up! MEE-MAWS get ready for Christmas 06!!!

Saturday, December 09, 2006

Out of Control

That's exactly what my life feels like right now. I never knew all of the emotions that I could feel at once...but here's just a few.

Frustrated - At myself for the mess I've made lately with relationships and my life.

Thankful - When I stop to think of all the amazing people who love me in spite of myself. I started just running down a list the other day of friends that would do anything for me and care about me...and the list was overwhelming...i'm blessed.

Envious - Of those at my age that seem to have it all together.

Regret - Of the past that can not change.

Sorrow - It feels weird to be a daughter without a dad.

Tormented - By the images, sounds and smell of death.

Hope - That someday, if I'm blessed with a husband and children, that I'll have the chance to correct some wrongs and be all that my children may need from a mom and be a wife that is my husbands strongest supporter.

Determination - To never allow myself to be like "her" in any way.

Anger - At what I've let others do to me in my past, anger at what they've stolen from me (more than possessions) and anger that I continue to let them steal and rob me of joy and sound mind.

Blessed - To be around such Godly, wonderful, patient, incredible, people who would walk through hell with me.

Overwhelmed - At the Sovereignty of God. It's overwhelming to think on the fact that My God is a God that never changes, and that remains faithful. It's taken me falling on my face the past few days and weeks to come to the understanding that I am nothing without him and that apart from Him I CAN DO NOTHING. It is He that gives me my next breath, and it is only by his amazing power, strength and grace that I can stand.

I truly stand amazed in the presence of Jesus, and wonder how he could love me, a sinner...but how marvelous, how wonderful is His glory. Lord work in our lives in such an astounding way that only YOU can be given the credit for what incredible things happen.

I'm in process right now of trying to regain perspective on life, ministry and relationships. I'll let you know if I get any!!!

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Hurt

You know how sometimes it takes you a few times of hearing a song before you catch on to what it's saying. This one if fairly new and by Christina Aguilera, but I really "heard" it for the first time today and I have to say that it hit me like a ton of bricks. I thought I knew what grieving looked like, I mean I've been through it before, but I guess each process is different.


Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face.
You told me how proud you were but I walked away.
If I only I knew what I know today, ohhhh.

I would hold you in my arms.
I would take the pain away.
Thank you for all you've done.
Forgive all your mistakes.
There's nothing I wouldn't do.
To hear your voice again.
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there.

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you.
For everything I just couldn't do.
And I've hurt myself by hurting you.

Some days I feel broke inside, but I won't admit.
Sometimes I just wanna hide cuz it's you I miss.
You know it's so hard to say good-bye when it comes to this, ohhhh yeah.

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do.
To have just one more chance.
To look into your eyes and see you looking back.

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you.
For everything I just couldn't do.
And I've hurt myself, oh...

If I had just one more day.
I would tell you how much that I've missed you since you've been away.
Oh, It's dangerous.
It's so out of line to try and turn back time.

I'm sorry for blaming you.
For everything I just couldn't do.
And I've hurt myself....
by hurting you.

Thursday, November 30, 2006

I'm back!

I'm back in Georgia. Not much up for posting right now. Maybe in the days to come. But just wanted to thank you all for your prayers and support. They transitioned into God's grace and strength for my family. We're ok. Not great, not bad...but ok.

Love you all!
Christy

Monday, November 20, 2006

Today is worse

He's losing blood but we don't know that source. Fever has been steady at 104 and not breaking. I'm headed home tonight probably...maybe tomorrow after school, but I doubt that I can make it that much longer without being there.

I'll try and post in the next few days and will call someone that can pass along the news to most of you readers if something happens.

Saturday, November 18, 2006

Not an update I wanted to give...

But I figured since this was an easy way to reach most of my friends....here goes.

As of this morning, they have him resting very comfortably (thanks to morphine) and have his vitals under control. He does have double pneumonia (never really got over it) and now has developed a staff infection in his blood stream. The doctors want to get him as situated as they can before they release him back to the nursing home, where Hospice will take over care. We have chose to place a feeding tube into him, but will not be taking any measures to place him on the ventilator. This was not an easy decision for my mother and myself, and we have wrestled with whether it's the right one, but for now it's the decision we have arrived at.

So there you go...One hour at a time, one day a time. I'll keep you updated.

Thanks for your prayers! Love you all!

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Will I ever get it all figured out!!

What I want to do with my life. I mean I know I'm called where I am...but do I want to get a Master's to start teaching so that I can make more money and live a little more comfortable? Do I go get a Master of Divinity...and have you seen the requirements from anywhere besides Liberty?? Geez...Am I really cut out to do that again? I barely did it the first time. Would I have time being a children's minister, para-pro and a student again? I just have the restlessness in me right now, a discomfort for where I'm headed and I don't really know what to do. Part of me wants to sit back and let God work and do His thing, and know that He will show me what to do....but part of me just wants to fix everything myself, figure something out and go for it.

I have no clue...and even though I don't have to make these decisions tomorrow...I still would love to know what I'm suppose to do. Anybody else have a clue for me?

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

ROLL TIDE!




JUST GEARING UP FOR SATURDAY!! ROLL TIDE!!

Monday, November 13, 2006

Wow

There's a businessman
There's a widowed wife
A smIling face with a shattered life
A teenage girl with a choice to make
It's crowded here in church today

And the preacher says as the sermon ends
Please close your eyes
Bow your heads
Is there anyone in need of prayer
Oh Jesus wants to meet you here

'Cuz we all fall short and we all have sinned
But where you left, God's grace begins

It's beautiful
Beautiful
Come as you are
surrender your heart
Broken and beautiful

Well, he'd never been to church before
but he came today as a last resort
His world was crashing in
and he was suffocating in his sin

but tears rolled down as hope rushed in
He closed his eyes
Raised his hand
Worshipping the God who can bring him back to life again and

It's beautiful
Beautiful
Come as you are
surrender your heart
Broken and beautiful
Beautiful
Come as you are
surrender your heart
Broken and beautiful

'Cuz there's nothing more beautiful than God
and when his sons and daughters come broken

Hallelujah Hallelujah
come as you are
Hallelujah Hallelujah
Come as you are

Broken and beautiful
Beautiful
Come as you are
Surrender your heart
Broken and beautiful
Beautiful
Come as you are
Surrender your heart
Broken and beautiful

Come as you are
Broken and beautiful (Hallelujah)
Beautiful (Hallelujah)
Come as you are
Surrender your heart
Broken and beautiful
Broken and beautiful
Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh
Beautiful

I needed some encouragment today....

After going through some old e-mails the other day...I ran across this one and just had to have a good laugh and cry. It did serve to remind me that I really can do things when I set my mind to them.


>===== Original Message From JUDITH ROBERTS =====
Dr. Potts has given permission for each of you to march in graduation at the
end of the line. However, your names will not be printed in the program and
you will not receive a diploma cover. The policy of the college is to only
print and call names of those who have completed all requirements.

Once you complete all your graduation requirements you may choose to walk
again next year and have your name in the program and receive your diploma, or
we can mail you your diploma whenever all requirements are met.

Judith L. Roberts, Ph.D.
Vice President and Dean of Faculty
Judson College
Marion, Alabama 36756
334-683-5106

I had to put this one up to...you'd be laughing that hard if you had a ball of flames coming at your head!



My friends are great!

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Redeem My Time

I was told Sunday to redeem my time today on my wonderful day off, after an eventful and tiring weekend...I think getting up at 1:45p.m. would be considered as redeeming and wasting...but I've loved every minute of it.

I'm in a great debate with myself over whether or not I should trade Little Red in. She's been a great car these 6 years that we've been together, but bless her heart, her time is coming close. My transmission slipped the other day though, and there are a few little things that are starting to go bad. I really don't WANT a car payment, but I don't WANT to be on the side of the road stuck either. My horoscope into Woman's World said to plan and not act (not that I really listen to those things!!). So I think I might take that advice for another week and at least not make a decision until I go home for Thanksgiving.

I do know this...that I will cry like a baby when I trade her in. I got her in January of my freshman year at Judson. That's been almost 6 years ago. Think of all that we've been through in those 6 years.

Anyway...can't think of that now. I have to think of how i'm going to redeem the next few hours and actually go find a way to make this day somewhat productive. If I even just get all of my laundry caught up it would be a good day.

The End

Monday, October 30, 2006

I had poppy seed dressing today...

and it was actually really good, compared to that crap Marie like at Golden Club Banquet the year she was in a trance from returning from Africa.

Other than that...I have a long thought out post that's coming soon, but I think i'll save it for closer to the weekend...when I GET TO SEE MY FRIENDS!! WAHOO!!!!

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

The Church At Mill Creek

1. We Value God.
We Will Glorify God and enjoy Him through
lifestyles of personal worship

2. We value People.
We value people as GodÂ’s creation.

3. We value relationships.
We value the deepening of intimacy and
trust by developing authentic relationships
with one another in community.

4. We Value the family.
The family is GodÂ’s first institution and one
of His choice tools to make disciples in this
world. We will therefore, seek to equip
families to make disciples at home.

5. We value ChristÂ’s mission in this world.
We will focus the mission of Church at Mill
Creek around ChristÂ’s personal mission,
“to seek and to save that which is lost,” and
his personal ministry methodology of
multiplying His influence in this world through
Disciple-making.

6. We value time.
Time is a gift from God. We will be good
stewards of the time He has given us to help
people come into and enjoy a relationship with
Him!
7. We value integrity.
We value both individual and ministry
integrity. We will encourage people to pursue
God personally, to care for their family, and
use their ministry gifts in the balanced lifestyle
called for in the Scriptures.

8. We value simplicity.
The uniqueness of The Church at Mill Creek is
found in our intentional effort to accomplish
more, by doing less. This focus on simplicity will
empower us to do the few things we do with
excellence, and empower individuals and
families to pursue individual ministries.



These are the core values of The Church At Mill Creek, the church plant that I work at as a children's minister. It's a model of ministry that is unique, yet becoming a lot more common in "church world" today. The thought behind it is that when you strip away the excessive ministry that we sometime think is important, you are free to get back to the basics of Christianity.

1. To pursue God on a personal level. As a church we have done a HUGE injustice to believers by allowing them to believe that coming to church is what "feeds" them their relationship with Christ. Instead we believe that it's the believers responsibility to pursue God. We want to empower you in your walk and on your journey.

2. To build your family. We've also done an injustice to families by saying, bring your kids to our children's ministry, and allow us to be the spiritual leader in your child's life. Instead...we want to empower you to build your family the way that scripture instructs parents to do. We want to be reinforcing what you are teaching at home. I realize that not every child that walks through the doors of our children's ministry will have a family that does this...I wouldn't have, and that's where it is the church's responsibilty to pour into the next generation and build them up.

If you are single, the actions and wise decisions that make now, will help in building your family.

3. To experience life in a small group of believers. We want ministry to be on a personal level. So we encourage community to happen within a group of believers that have things in common. It's encouragment, accountability and just the presence of other believers in your life.

4. To influence those in your natural life path. You have more influence over those that you meet at the mailbox, in your favorite restuarant, or at work than you do showing up to some random persons house on Thursday night for visitation. We want to strip you have having to be a part of endless programs that drag people down, and free you up to do ministry in your own natural path.

It's been a roller coaster ride trying to adopt to this model of ministry, but nowI'vet i've embraced it, it's been an amazing to see the way that God has worked through me.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Since it's 8:45 p.m. Alabama time....

I feel safe to say that my phone might not ring again tonight, which means that some friends (mee-maws) forgot something today.

ok...so sara beth called as i typed this. she's safe from elimination.

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Sorry Matt

It's just easier to do the list again...

Reasons I'm a happier person

*I got to see my mother. You know when you see someone and you just sigh that huge sigh...like your home and your safe and nothing else in the world matters at that moment...because you are with them. I love my mother.
*I got to spend a weekend at home...with things paid for. I love it when I go home and eat out 10 times and family pays for it all. Not that I am spoiled at all.
*I got to see almost everyone that I really cared anything about seeing...and even a few good that I didn't expect at Homecoming Friday night.
*I got to see Anna go through her Senior Homecoming. She has more inner and outer beauty than she will ever realize. She makes me proud to know her. I love you ANNER!
*I got PAID! Oh what a huge blessing to the bank account because I was about to go sell myself in downtown ATL. I hear the going rate on Jimmy Carter is more than the public school system.

Reasons I'm NOT so happy
*New Hope lost Friday night. A few really bad mistakes and some HORRIBLE calling. To the zebras...you deserved everything you got Friday night.
*Alabama lost...but at least it wasn't a blow out like expected.

Quote from the weekend.....
Heard from the stands of the New Hope High School Football game...directed at the sorry refs.

"Get out of here you jackass..."
"That's not a jackass...that's a zebra!"

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Ready, Set...Go

Here's the rundown....

* It's 8:34 (Eastern Time) and I'm fighting to stay awake till 9.
* Working at the High School is going good...
* Kids today are NOT the same as when WE were teenagers....
* Two out of the three statements above make me sound like my mother.
* The Church at Mill Creek's future is amazing, exciting, and scary all at the same time.
* Getting paid once a month from the school board system STINKS...and therefore you cannot reach me on my cell phone until the end of this week. In fact...just plan to probably not reach me on the last week of the month for a while.
* Continuing that thought...don't expect me to eat out, pay bills or drive anywhere other than my house and work on that last week either.
* I miss my mother. Bad. Really bad.
* I'll confess that I resent my dad because he's the reason my mother will never come see me here in Georgia.
* On second thought...maybe it's because she won't drive outside of New Hope.
* I miss my friends.
* I kinda miss my life pre - 5:30 A.M. Wake up calls
* Darlene starts Chemo Thursday
* I get to see Darlene and the rest that is New Hope on Thursday
* It's the begining of fall time in NEW HOPE!! (They might even make it to the playoffs this year!)
* Alabama's kicker sucks
* I'm coming up with stuff to make my list seem longer and my life less boring.
* The mee-maw babies are CUTE!!! Recent picture on their blogs (see right) prove that.
* I want to believe what I know to be true about God. Try to figure that out.
* When you see a therapist and he has to diagram your life on his note pad...signs are...YOU'RE CRAZY!!
* God is faithful and good and at the end of the day...that's all that is important.

* The end!

Friday, September 15, 2006

I'm bout to lose my Jesus card...

real quickly if these strange calls from a 229 area code don't quit. I get them, like clock work at 2 a.m. every morning. It's really about to tick me off. Sorry...had to vent.

Other than that....I think we need to make some plans for HOCKEY DAY girls. I always say that I'm coming...and then punk out! Well...not this year. I need some babies, some mee-maws, some Hockey, a little J & R's and a LOT of Pennies in my life SOON!

Who's in?

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

I asked for a word.....

" I have a special concern for you church leaders. I know what it's like to be a leader, in on Christ's sufferings as well as the coming glory. Here is my concern: that you care for God's flock with all the diligence of a shepard. Not because you have to, but because you want to please God. Not calculating what you can get out of it, but acting spontaneously. Not bossily telling others what to do, but tenderly showing them the way. When God, who is the best shepard of all, comes out in the open with his rule, he'll see that you've done it right and commend you lavishly. And you who are younger must follow your leaders. But all of you, leaders and followers alike, are to be down to earth with each other, for - God has has it with the proud, But takes delight in just plain people. So be content with who you are, and don't put on airs. God's strong hand is on you; he'll promote you at the right time. Live carefree before God; he is most careful with you. Keep a cool head. Stay alert. The Devil is poised to pounce, and would like nothing better than to catch you napping. Keep your guard up. You're not the only ones plunged into these hard times. It's the same with Christians all over the world. So keep a firm grip on the faith. The suffering won't last forever. It won't be long before this generous God who has great plans for us in Christ--eternal and glorious they are! --will have you put together and on your feet for good. He get's the last word; yes, he does!"

1 Peter 5: 1-11 (The Message)

Now I know this is Peter writing to exiles scattered "to the four winds", but these words...especially in bold...give me comfort right now.

What does wholeness look like to you?

Thursday, September 07, 2006

It's a Full Moon

So I never really believed the connection between the full moon and weird behavior until I started working around teenagers. But this week, I've seen it in the kids and maybe even a little in myself.

So I'm finally updating, I know I'm a sorry person. There's just so much in my heart and head right now that I really don't know where to begin or even if I should.

Darlene's surgery went great, and she is doing so well. I'm so excited for her that she made it through as wonderful as she did. She will start Chemo in a few weeks. Just keep her in your prayers through this time.

I now officially work for the Gwinnett County School System as a Para-Pro at Mill Creek High School (which is actually the high school our church plant meets at). I work in the Special Ed Department there. It all started after I subbed there for three weeks in the Severe Autistic class. I'm not actually in that class anymore (which makes me sad) but I'm still near it and in the area with the same people. It's been neat meeting new people and having a whole new group of friends.

Otherwise I'm just in a really weird place right now. I feel myself checking out of some things. It's amazing how caught up you get in the work that God wants to do and begins to do, and when the process gets painful and the change starts happening, you quickly revert back to your old self and take yourself out of the process. I'm not all the way out yet, but if I don't get coaxed back in soon, I may miss this chance.

I'll write more when I get all my thoughts together. There just not there now.

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Tomorrow

My dear friend Darlene has her surgery tomorrow. If you think about it, please say a prayer for her. It's a scary thing, especially as a women, to have both of your breast removed.

Thanks!

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Saturday, August 19, 2006

The Dash

www.thedashmovie.com

I found out last weekend that my dear friend Darlene has breast cancer. Then I found out that she was having both breast removed, now we know that she needs chemotherapy.

I've done ok with all of this till today, when I saw this movie.

Just please pray. I don't have the promise that she'll be healed here on earth, but I do have the promise that she will be healed.

I'm not angry...i'm just angry

So we've been moving right along in this book that we are doing in our small group. We are starting to get into the "diseases" of the heart that he refers to. He list them as Guilt, Anger, Jealousy and Envy.

Buddy, when we got to the Anger part, I didn't realize just how much of an angry person I really am. I mean, not all the time, but when certain names from the past come up (birth mother) or just certain past situations, I can get fired up.

But he also says in the book, "When are you going to quit letting people who are not in your life, or maybe even dead, have control over your life." And that's true. There are so many good moments stolen from me, because I still hold on to some of these anger issues.

So...i'm going to put on my big girl pants, and deal with them once and for all. I"m going to get them into the light, so that they don't breed in the darkness!

I don't want to be an angry elf for the rest of my life!

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Process

So I had this whole great idea for a post, but i'm too tired to write it all down, or do that much thinking, so i'll just update for the moment.

I'm back to subbing. Why you might ask? Because we are still all bi-vocational and that's the wonderful load I get to carry along with, secretary, nursery, preschool and Children's MINISTER!

But I'm really loving the class that I am in right now. I'm there for four weeks while the other para-pro is on medical leave. It's a class with 5 severe autistic kids. I say kids, but they range from 14-19, so they are actually pretty big.

Dante, Jacki, Mikey, Stanley and Chardane have my heart. I've actually not met Chardane yet, but it's coming soon. But Dante, Jacki, Mikey and Stanley are the best. They'll never be able to say anything to me verbally, but they speak volumes into my life.

I'll post pictures soon. I love every part of it, except getting up at 5:45 AM every morning. Yeah...that sucks bad!

Life is good though, and God is faithful. He's calling me into deep water with him right now, and I know I won't sink, but the call to swim comes with a great price. One that I'm not sure I am willing to embrace right now.

Wholeness...Oh Lord, why now? And what's the cost going to be...I'm sure the end is worth it, but I just need that push into the water. And a life-jacket wouldn't hurt!!!

Saturday, August 12, 2006

I'm with Ashley

Sometimes a song just puts it so much better than you can. Rest...doesn't necessarily mean that I need to slow down, but more of an attitude that I need to embrace.

Taste the presence of God in this place
And know that He is here
Taste the presence of God in this place
And know that it is real

Hold His hand, let His warmth
Drown out this world so cold
Hear His voice whispering
Never let it grow old

Rest in His arms, feel the breeze
Flowing gently through our hair
See his smile, know He's pleased
When our praises feel the air
Oh my Lord
Oh my God

Taste the presence of God in this place
Taste the presence of God in this place
Taste the presence of God, the presence of God

Thursday, August 03, 2006

My 100th post



I wanted it to be special..and it is...this is my friend Karla's new little baby! He was having a good dream. I love Philip Andrew Dickey!
And my brother. See the family line?? I kinda can...maybe it will be different when we meet each other!

You're coming on this journey with me...

Why? Cause I have nothing better to post about, and sometimes I just like to post...so buckle up...it might get a little bumpy the next few weeks!

We started the book tonight. Jason talked about how many times we check our behavior instead of our hearts...and that's so true. Someone will ask me...how are you doing...well I quit smoking, quit drinking, haven't said to many bad words this week, have killed anyone...I must be doing pretty well. When the truth is, I have bigger walls up around my heart than the great wall of China, and I'm slow to want those to go down. I like my walls, they protect me. Instead I should be looking to God to protect my heart.

He also talked about how experiences from the past are the ones that put up those walls...big and small...good and bad...and that's the layers that we have to allow God to peel back. They didn't get there overnight and they're probably not going to go away that quickly either.

So it was a pretty good start. A few of the others mentioned that they are a little scared of this process as well, so I feel a little more comforted by the whole thing. Maybe this can be my counseling and i'll save a few hundred bucks that I don't have anyway!!

I'm just thankful that the Lord is so faithful in my life. Faithful to bring things to the surface that I need to walk through, faithful to have brought me friends that no matter where we go or what we do...we love each other unconditionally, faithful to bring friends in my life for such a time as this...friends who "get me" at that moment, faithful to see me though the changes of life and what they may hold. He's faithful and good.

Going to see Talladega nights tomorrow...wahoo...don't usually get excited about movies, but i'm dang excited about this one.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

So i'm not a wife or mother

But does it just seem sometimes like you do the same thing day after day. Everyday there seems to be clothes that need washing, a house that needs to be clean, if I want to eat something other than McDonalds or something nasty like that, then I have to cook, which means I have to clean.

I have a great job, amazing friends, but sometimes I just start the day thinking...am I really going to do anything different today than yesterday.

We are starting a new book in our small group...excuse me...life group this week. It's called "It came from within", by Andy Stanley.

Here's what the back of it says...

"You can't run from what lurks within! More frightening than Frankenstein. More destrcutive than alien invaders. They will numb your soul, steal your life, and threathen your most treasured relationships. Who are these creatures? Where do they come from? At the fall of mankind they were unleased on the world, wreaking havoc and sending thousands fleeing from their homes. And their lair is found in the last place anyone wants to look - the mysterious depths of their own hearts! But be encouraged, these monsters have a weakness. They can be defeated. You can escape their clutches and be free of their influence. Learn the truth - before it's too late."

Sounds fun huh? Not really. I mean i'm excited we are doing it, and excited that our life group is so amazing here, but really ... Do I want to discuss matters of the heart, especially my heart, with a group of people. Um...no.

But, can't exactly not do it either.

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Things I'm thankful for....

1. That Heather loves me!
2. That I'll always have friends that care about my life...and vise versa!
3. That MBS and her husband are great people and came to see me. You win for the most trips to see me so far!
4. That Ashley is in children's ministry and understands the burden and love that this job is!!
5. That even though our mee-maw roles change, get re-defined, get added on too, or dissolve, one thing remains...we're friends.
6. That despite how unworthy I am, God still continues to work in my life in amazing, incredible ways.

The End!

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

More updates

So...my dad actually had a heart attack. He's been in the hospital since Sunday morning. They thought that he may have just choked, but the test that they ran on Sunday and all day Monday showed that he did have a heart attack.

He's ok. Just trying to get him to calm down some. He still has pneumonia on top of all of this from inhaling stuff into his lungs as he was having the heart attack.

But he's doing good. The man has 9 lives I swear.

I'll keep you updated!

Monday, July 17, 2006

Update

Here's a really quick update on a lot of stuff.

1. Talked to my brother on Thursday night. He's 30, lives in Georgia and has had a heck of a life. Meaning, when he was 16 he went rebellious and has lived a pretty hard life since. But, he's straightened up since then and seems to be on a better track. He asked a lot of questions, I gave some real honest answers. Lots of emotions being brought up that I don't really want to deal with, but the fact that I get to meet my brother out of all of this makes it worth it.

2. Dad almost died yesterday. I left the New Hope around 6:30 yesterday morning headed back to ATL and by the time I got here, I got a phone call saying that daddy was in the hospital. At the nursing home that morning he got choked on his breakfast and was without air for some time. When they finally got it dislodged he inhaled some of it into his lungs and now pneumonia has set in. He's still in the hospital but seems to be doing ok...a little shaken up by the whole thing. But he's ok. He should be going back to the nursing home sometime today or tomorrow.

So that's it...my life...one big Oprah moment after another!

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Monday, July 10, 2006

It's a boy??

So before some of you going freaking out about that subject line...i'll get right into an explanation.

Most of you may know that I am adopted. I've known this fact all of my life and have truly been blessed by the outcome.

Many of you also know that because I'm adopted by family, and in recent years I have been able to meet my biological brother and sister (from my birth father's side) and their families.

Well tonight I have received the news that another biological brother (this time from my birth mother's side) has opened up his adoption files. Because he was not adopted by family, his records have remained sealed until now, and it has been at his request that they be opened.

A case worker has contacted my adopted mother and hopefully by the end of the week, I will know if there is a chance that I will be meeting my biological brother.

So...needless to say...I'm excited, thrilled and scared to death at the same time. If nothing else my prayer has always been to know that he's ok and to know that he was raised in a good family. I now know that both are true.

So...I ask for your prayers this week. Please pray that I will have wisdom in decisions that I have to make. Whether the outcome is the way I want it or not, God has already answered prayers through all of this. He is so good and so faithful...in the big and small things of our lives.

I love you all and hope and pray that your week is amazing as well!

Love, Christy

Sunday, July 09, 2006

It's back

That lump in my throat that I carried around last year, meaning that I felt like I was going to cry at any minute. Last year it came because I was going through hell with some friends of mine from home, and because God was getting me ready for the biggest move in my life.

But now what is it? Is it because I thought things were going to be so much different here but the truth is you can't out run your demons. Or is it because things really are different here...and that scares me. Or maybe just because I'm homesick and feel like I have a world to shoulder sometimes.

Whatever the reason is why it's back...I wish it would leave.

On a few updating notes. And please don't comment to much on these since the world apparently reads this thing.

1. A week down!
2. Pray for me Monday at 1:45...Marie it's your turn now!
3. I get my car back this week. Dang deer!
4. I love and miss you all!!! Really bad! Who wants to plan a get together!!??

Friday, July 07, 2006

I'm on a mission

You should all go to www.bbcnyc.com/signup.htm

or www.tlc.com and nominate me for What Not To Wear. I'm on a mission to get on this show. PLEASE HELP!!!

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Like you didn't have enough BLOGS to look at

here's another one.

This one is being updated all this week.

It's www.tcamc.blogspot.com

It's of the power plant that is going on right now. Basically a bunch of high school and middle school students come help church plants (that's us) go into their communities and get the word out about the churches and help do community impact stuff.

The only staff that you'll see will be me since all of our guys are all at the beach suffering for Jesus! Must be a rough life....

That's it!

Monday, June 19, 2006

One less Bambi in the world

The Escort is ok...the passenger side door won't work..but who's ever brave enough to ride with me anyway!

I'm ok. I think. I took a tylenol PM around 1:30 this morning because Bambi's head coming at me was the only thing that I could see when I shut my eyes.

My former youth pastor might be able to regain his hearing after being on the phone with me while the whole incident occurred.

And for the record...I don't know if the deer died, I don't know if it was a girl deer or a boy deer, or what kind of freaking rack it had on it, AND I REALLY DON'T CARE!!

Oh well!

Saturday, June 17, 2006

Only in the world of me...

Could one of my new jobs be....staying with a lady who is 104 years old. Her grandmother shook Lincoln's hand. I want to hear stories, she wants to cheat at Skip-bo. Oh well.

Friday, June 09, 2006

I'm a hypocrite

...i yell at everyone else to update and then I don't for forever. I'm sure that's not the only way i'm a hypocrite. In fact i'm quite sure of it.

So i'm depressed because I just took a quiz for depression and it says i'm depressed.

Did you get that? Seriously...It says that i'm depressed and should be on medication. But I sure don't want that. I just want to get out of this funk that i'm in. Everything is great, I mean sure I miss home, but that's not it. That's not the source of it, I don't think. Homesickness is one thing.

Course it could be because i'm lazy, eat way...way unhealthy and can't fall asleep until 2 in the morning, so I sleep till 10 the next morning and feel like crap for it.

It also doesn't help that all the guys from the church that are usually in the office are getting ready to leave for most of the summer. Well some of them longer than others. I mean don't get me wrong...I have done an amazing amount of work this week...but IT'S SO BORING around here...around my life for that fact. I mean who wants to not have hardly any human contact for a whole week at a time.

My roomate is great though and she got treated like crap this weekend by a stupid boy, and I just may have to drive to Augusta and open up a can on him. Seriously.

So that's it...if you want to know more call...not that there's really anything anyone could do...but you should call anyway!

Me!

Friday, May 19, 2006

Sweet Home Alabama!!!

So this update should be a fun one!

I'm slowly getting over the bird flu...or bronchitis as some like to call it. I went to the doctor last Friday. She gave me 2 inhalers, a round of anti-biotic, some other pill and told me that I should have come in earlier. Well you start paying my bills lady...and i'll come in every time my nose is running.

This past Wednesday, my room mate Aundrea and my friend Nate and I all made the trip to the New Hope, to pick up a couch that Kim and Greg gave me. It's the best couch in the whole wide world...and why they got rid of it, I'll never know....but I'm glad they did.

While we were there we stopped by the nursing home to visit my daddy. Well, while we were there, they got to meet the "lady" of New Hope. This woman has been in prison twice for killing two men, she shot another but her son took the blame so she wouldn't be sent to death row...and it's believed that she shot another man, but was never caught. But there she was, at the nursing home, talking to my mother like they are old friends, talking about how her shoes were "killing her." Nice choice of words.

The house is finally starting to come together. Everything but my room that is. It still has a ways to go...but it's getting there.

I'm going home next Thursday and staying until Monday morning. I can't wait. I'm so ready to spend a few days at home and not feel rushed. Being home for only 2 hours the other day was hard. I was so ready to see my mother and then had to turn around and leave. I'm really homesick...but I'll get over it, I'm sure.

The End!

Friday, May 12, 2006

See what the bird flu can do to you!

Happy Happy Birthday, we're so glad you came...

Happy Happy Birthday to the mee-maw gang!

Ok...that was really cheesy...but I don't care.

Happy Birthday to my good friends Heather Weather (11th) and Sara hyphenated Beth (13th). Your birthday cards are in the mail and you are NOT allowed to tell anybody about them. Why? Because the card was so dang funny that I bought 8 of them and ALL the mee-maws will get one eventually. (beth and susan...you can either wait until next year or I could just send you a pretend birthday card now!!)

Other than it being my great friend's birthday's. I'm sick as a dog. I think I may have the bird flu.

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Dance Dance!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dMH0bHeiRNg


How many of these do we remember!!!???

Monday, May 08, 2006

Home Sweet Home

I'm so freaking tired...but it's a good tired. We've moved into the new home this weekend. Well Aundrea did more of the MOVING and I just kinda unloaded my stuff.

It's amazing how much more permanent things seem now. That's good and bad in a lot of different ways.

I went to a conference last week with Ashley Smith. The conference was amazing, the road trip...and yes it turned in to a full road trip to the Steak and Shake was even better! Well almost. Louie, Reggie, Andy and the whole bunch at Northpoint are amazing. I'm not out to copy them...but why re-invent the wheel on some things.

I went home this weekend to see one of the youth from FBC New Hope go off to prom. In my mind she's still four like when I met her. But in reality she's about to be a Senior. She's still red-headed and freckled face and beautiful. She looked AMAZING!!!

Other than that, life is random. But then again...it is MY life....

Criddy

Monday, May 01, 2006

Oh My Gosh!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AFYDBtKeG2k&search=two%20chinese%20boys%20i%20want%20it%20that%20way

The funniest thing I've seen in a long time.

Thursday, April 27, 2006

When Oh When

Is it going to be my turn to post on the Judson website that i'm engaged.

My life as I know it, is now over.

http://www.judson.edu/content.asp?id=87677

I know, I'm being mean, but if you don't like it, then quit reading my blog!!

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Still Listening

I would lay me down to sleep
And pray the Lord my soul to keep
And thought I never saw Him there
I believe He heard each prayer
For God was great, And God was good=
And I knew if I spoke the words
He would be listening

The years can take us far away
From the simple child like faith
But I am longing to return
To the place where I first learned
That God is great, and God is good
So, I will speak the words

God, our Father, once again
I bow my head to pray
You are my Father and my friend and You hear every word I say
A prayer for forgiveness, A desperate cry for help
Or praise flowing from a thankful heart
Like each time before, I come knowing You're still listening

I will never understand
How the words of mortal man
Can reach the ears of One so pure
And touch His heart, but they do I'm sure
For God is great, and God is good
And He is love

God, our Father, once again
I bow my head to pray
You are my Father and my friend, and You hear every word I say
A pray for forgiveness, A desperate cry for help
Or praise flowing from a thankful heart
Like each time before, I come knowing You're still listening

Now I lay me down to sleep
And pray the Lord my soul to keep
Though I may not see You there
I believe You'll hear each prayer.

Monday, April 17, 2006

It's a beautiful day in the neighborhood

and I'm inside an office. How much does that stink??? But i've been pretty much on task today...and that's good.

My favorite group is the Crabb Family and most of you know this. Well they've recorded one of my favorite songs...Friend of God. Well i'm listening to their new album...Blur The Lines (Which is where they took some contemporary songs and sang them like only the Crabb family can.) Well...as I listen to this wonderful album...I'm getting work done and only half listening....Suddenly...I hear this strange sound coming from the CD player...what you may ask!!!

IT'S THE FREAKING CRABB FAMILY SINGING I AM A FRIEND OF GOD IN SPANISH!!!!!!

What the crap?? Does nobody love me anymore?? Do I actually have to listen to even the Crabb Family sing in Spanish. GEEZ!

I still love them...please don't get me wrong...but come on. Have some mercy!

The End!

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

dangerous minds

Ever seen the movie?? I swear that's the situation I subbed in today...however my thugs were 7th graders. Ira's comment as he bolted into the room was....It's my goal to make you cry today....MY RESPONSE....I promise you, you won't achieve it.

GEEZ...I needed a stiff drink or drugs by the time I left, but the other teachers seemed pleasantly surprised that I had not broke down by the end of the day. Great. Thanks for the encouragement!

Anyway...I'm going home to the New Hope tomorrow. Praise Jesus! I'm ready to see my mama!!!

That's about it! I have to go into deep seclusion for an hour or two.

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Happy Happy Birthday


Happy Birthday to my favorite citizen of Prague!!! Happy Birthday Day Suuuuuusssan!

Love New Hope!

Monday, April 03, 2006

Choices

If anyone can tell me who in country music sings a song by this title...you when the OLD country (as in before Garth Brooks) trivia game!

So I've been thinking a lot lately about choices and it's occurred to me that I have a lot of them to make. It's my choice whether my day is crappy or not or if my attitude sucks (and may I mention that it has been recently...or so I think.) I may not be able to choose the circumstances that I am under, or what events will happen in my day, but it doesn't mean that I still don't have to choice to make the best out of it.

I've been thinking about how blessed I am and how spoiled I really can be. I'm always complaining that i'm tired but then I think of my mother that has been getting up at 2:15 to go to work by 4 so that she can get home at 5 in the afternoon, spend the next 2 hours at the nursing home with my dad, talk to me and a few of my aunts on the phone for a few minutes and then go right back to bed to do it all over again. I have nothing to complain about.

I complain that I don't have any money, but then I think about the people that have jobs that pay less than mine (if I was getting paid), don't have chances to earn extra money (like I do) and still have spouses and kids to feed and raise and bills to pay.

I complain that there's not enough time, when if I really counted up how many hours in the day I spend doing POINTLESS things it would be unbelievable.

That's my realization for the week I guess. That I'm spoiled and have a bad attitude...what a grand realization to have too!

So that's my random thoughts for today.

Monday, March 27, 2006

Somedays

Somedays I feel like I am just floating in space. No where that's really home, no where were I really belong, just here. That's today!

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Hailey Bre-Anne

http://www.growingfamily.com/webnursery/babypage_view.asp?URLID=6X2D1H9D7H

That's the newest of the nieces. She's precious. If the link doesn't work...go to www.springhillmedicalcenter.com

online nursery, march 24 Hailey S.

Update on my family.

Thank you for all of your prayers for my family over the past few weeks. As most of you know we lost two of my daddy's brothers in a two week period. Uncle Zack passed away 2 weeks ago Sat of a long battle with cancer, and then Saturday my cousin Judy Carol found her father dead of a massive stroke. It's weird to think that my daddy was once one of 12 and that just 2 weeks ago there were 4 and now there's only 2. This is the 3rd brother to pass away since November. My mother has also been battling high blood pressure but it's now under control thanks to medication.

Please continue to remember my family in your prayers.

Saturday, March 25, 2006

Update time!

So life is good. God has been reminding me lately just how blessed I really am. Over the past few weeks I have had some really neat moments with my friends from home, from here and from Judson and that's been exciting.

Family update - My uncle Zack passed away 2 weeks ago and this morning we got the call that my dad's other brother John C. passed away this morning of a stroke. It's sad to think that daddy once had 11 brothers and sisters and now only has one. I never imagined that my daddy would make it to the final two, but he's a tough old bird I guess. He has his good days and bad days. I've come to terms with the relationship that I've had with my daddy over the last few months of my life. I understand now that my daddy has always loved me, he just didn't know how to show it. I'm glad I've been able to get to that point before it's too late. It also has helped me change my view of seeing God as my Father. Complicated...but when is my life not??

My sister and brother have both added additions to their families and MANY pictures are coming soon!!

Georgia update - Things are good. I've started subbing which is neat. It's income and it has confirmed what I've always known about me...I'm good with kids but I'm not called to be a teacher. I would shoot myself. Geez! But I'm having fun and need the money so it's all good!

I'm moving at the beginning of May into a house with a friend named Aundrea. We are really excited. We've been picking out colors and patterns and looking at stuff. We are actually going to IKEA today which makes me happy!

Life is just good. God is blessing me so much here and the more that I realize what a journey this really is, the more I get excited about what all is in our future. I love the people that I work with and I can't believe that I get to be a part of this. It's just mind blowing.

Judson update - I was so glad that I went to hear MBS Mandy preach at Judson the other day. It was good to be around friends that I hadn't seen in a while and see friends that I might not see for some time since we all seem to be moving in our different directions.

I'm so freaking excited about JDAY! Wow...I'm so ready and need it so bad!

So that's the update! Peace out! Criddy!

Shout out time!

So I thought I would give this guy a plug. Jason Britt is one of our pastors here at Mill Creek. He handles all the admin stuff, office stuff and money stuff. He calls me hurricane because apparently he's never met a redneck girl who could beat him up. People almost think we hate each other, and we think we just might have been separated at birth, but he's a good guy! He keeps me thinking theologically and that's become extremely important to me. He's never afraid to ask the tough questions no matter whose around and dude will pray for you at the drop of a hat. So check out his blog. jbritt.blogspot.com

Friday, March 24, 2006

One more time

My brother, sister-in-law, and nephew Hunter welcomed Hailey Breanne Simms into the world this morning. She came in a 7lbs and 10 ounces and 19 inches long. I can't wait to see them both and hold them and kiss them and be there aunt!!! awwww! yay!

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Words cannot express....

what I feel when I saw this baby for the first time. This is Lexi Marie Goodwin, my beautiful niece.

http://www.growingfamily.com/webnursery/babypage_view.asp?URLID=5O6R5O6O6F

If that link doesn't work and you have time go to...

www.springhillmedicalcenter.com

Online nursery

March 9th. Lexi G

Aunt Christy

Thursday, March 09, 2006

I am an Aunt again today

Little Lexi made her debut this morning, coming in at 8lbs and 2 ounces and 21.5 inches long! I'll post pics as SOON as I get them. I am so excited!!!

Monday, March 06, 2006

A famous quote

"I actually had silence last week, and it was good, until it became painful and this week I have avoided it at all cost."

Ok so it's not famous, and i'm quoting myself. It's a comment I made on a friend's blog. If there has ever been a true statement that I have made...this has been it!

I'm now considering Hebrews chapter 4!

A random post...

1. I'm breaking out the NO EASY SALVATION. I'm in a theological mood all of a sudden!

2. This month...well as long as it takes me...i'm going to work my way through Ephesians. Not sure why I chose this book, maybe it's because there's a bible study about it laying on my desk. so that seems like an easy choice for right now. I'll post my thoughts as I go through it. Anyone else care to join me???

3. To my friends -
Jennifer...can I come play?
Heather...if Jennifer says I can come to her house do you want to ride together...i need some mee-maw time.
Susan - I'm sad that Marie has to leave you. If I ever have any money or bravery to leave the country again...maybe i'll come see you too!!!
Marie - Hope your trip was good and hope you made it back safe.
Beth - Let's do a phone date...you just call me when you have time this week and i'll make time for you friend!!! i can't wait to catch up with you for real this time!
Sara Beth - I hope you are so the random "day" student that comes back to graduation and steals the awards away from those little 4.0 *******...you know what i mean???
Kellie - I'll call soon...kiss blakeney for me!
Ashley - I will come kick some little gnome A...just call me...
Mandy Mac - I LOVE MBS is coming...and it's going to be great!

Anyone else that lurks on my blog...i hope you are great!

Criddy

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

It's all in a name....

We are trying to name our children's ministry at THE CHURCH AT MILL CREEK...any ideas??

Jason Britt...if by some chance you read this...we ARE NOT NAMING THEM...MILL CREEK CRITTERS!! =)

I don't want it to be something like Kid's Place or Kid's Club or anything like that...something that identifies us and flows with our church...

WOuldn't mind to play off the creek theme...but Up the Creek doesn't seem to work either. Even though our worship ministers' last name is ORR and he thinks Up the Creek with an ORR would be a good idea!

I'm so lazy...

I really miss home, especially since it's been a month since I've been there and this will only be the second time since I've been moved that I've been home....but dang i'm lazy and just don't want to drive that long a drive!! (for those of you that think i just made a grammatical mistake...just keep thinking that!! ) Geez! It would be ok if it were interstate...but dang if I don't have to get off on the stop light capital of highways and freaking travel 431 almost the whole way home. I just wish I could click my heels like Dorothy and just be there!!!

I do need to go home, but I also have a lot to get done here. I'm going to have to bust my rear tomorrow to get A LOT done...maybe no bed time for Criddy. There's just a lot that we are changing this Sunday that HAS to be done by Sunday because I'm STUPID and already communicated to the parents that I will have these changes made. I don't know how I am ever going to be all that I have to do only be in the office once or twice a week! God please don't let me get burned out again. Please!! But the difference is that we have fun (most of the time), and I think we love and respect each other....sometimes it's hard when you are around guys all the time and all you ever are, is sarcastic all the time!

So anyway...i'm just griping because I'm tired. Really tired!

I am so excited that MY Big sister (she adopted me towards the end) will be the chapel speaker at an upcoming Judson Chapel. Mandy...do you want me to make a sign that says I LOVE MBS like the ones at Pageant and hold it up for you!!! (j/k)

I will be there with bells on and then will head BACK to JC in April for the much anticipated J-DAY! Mee-maws...we made the cover of the brochure...did anyone else see this??

So...IF I CALL YOU TONIGHT...ANSWER...CAUSE I WANT TO GRIPE! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!

LOVE, ME

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Just so those of you who read my blog

know that my friends have the cutest kids in the world.
Lily, Blakeney and Hannah



Wednesday, February 22, 2006

If I only had a roof....

Sometimes life would be so much better if I only had my Judson friends and Jennifer's old room or the roof of Barron.

But since i don't...i'll have to settle to write this here.

So...I've talked to at least one mee-maw about this...but thought I would share it for all.

I know that some of you make think may not think of me in this way....or may even say that I am being a hypocrite because of the lifestyle that you once knew of me...and that's fine...i've learn that can't please everybody. But, what I am about to share is very personal and very real to me right now, and I can only pray that it will help someone else.

First let me say that God knew what He was doing when he moved me here (and yes there have been times when I didn't think He did!!!). But God has been working on me so much since I have been here. For instance...He is teaching me about trust. Trusting myself, Trusting others (never been good at that one) and most of all, Trusting Him. If there is one thing that I have never been good at it's been letting go of the control that I have on my life. I know that I suck it up, really bad at times, so why I choose to hold on to so many things, amazes me. But God has really been teaching me that it's time to let go. It's time to turn it over to Him and to trust no matter what. He is teaching me that I have to be broken in order to move on. For so long I've only had myself to fall back on in my life, and so I've placed myself ahead of Him too many times.

To be honest, I'm tired. I'm tired of having empty conversations with friends about the life that I want...instead of the life that I am pursuing. I'm tired of running to others to fix my problems and pray for me...when the ONLY one that can fix them is begging me to come to Him. I'm tired of playing the game in front of this crowd and then acting a totally different way in front of another crowd because I am scared that they will think that i've gone nuts or not accept me. I'm tired of being afraid and living in the past. I'm tired of caring what people think and just living the way that I know that I should.

And so I am learning to let go, to trust Him and to do whatever it takes, no matter what the cost. I am ready to experience a new level in my walk with Christ no matter what others may think or say. I'm ready to trust the people that God has surrounded me with. To LEAN on them and to LEARN from them, but to not burden them or seek attention just because I am needy.

I can't even begin to tell you the level of respect that I have for the pastors and friends that God has blessed me with here, and I can't tell you how thankful I am for the amazing support system that He has blessed me with in my Judson friends and the few friends from home that continue to pray for me, and communicate with me and love me, even though they are disappointed that I am gone.

Don't let me become the person that some of you once knew. If you see me falling into those traps, no matter where you may be personally, slap me out of it. Push me and pray for me.

Even though I have no clue who all may read this...I do know that some of my very best friends will...and to you...and you know who you are...THANK YOU. Thank you for being my friend and for making me a better person. Thank you for loving me just the way I am. Thank you for accepting me, faults and all but pushing me to be all that I can.

Love, Criddy!

Monday, February 20, 2006

1 is the loneliest number

This week I am making a major accomplishment in my life by staying by myself for a WHOLE WEEK!! It's going to be crazy. The family that I live with right now is gone on a business trip/family visit...so it's just me, myself and I. Of course I have every light on in the house at ALL TIMES, but so far i'm making it. I'm more scared of me than I am of a total stranger breaking in the house. I'm scared of being alone with myself. I would rather occupy my time with friends and conversation than have time alone to think. Thinking gets me in trouble sometimes.

We've been at a church planting conference today and we'll head back there tomorrow. Sometimes I forget that this really is a church plant with a long way to go...other times the reality hits me upside the head....HARD! But the good thing is...I still love my job, I still love the kids, I still love and respect the people I work with and under...and that's all that I could have ever asked for.

I'm learning a lot about myself over here! I'm learning that I have a long way to go as a person...as a Christian...as a leader, but I'm also learning that if I'll work on trusting people a little bit more...the end result may just be something that I'm proud of.

I'm also CONTEMPLATING going to seminary for my master's. It's not official, i've just been looking. I'm thinking of starting off small...just a class here and there and seeing where I go from there. We'll see...there's a lot of praying that has to go into that one. One thought of math or spanish makes me want to say...HEEEEEEEECK NO!!!

Well that's about it. No cute kid to post about...nothing really exciting...but it's what you get for now!!!

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Ok.Ok.Ok.

I've made it where anyone can comment! I didn't realize I had it the way I did.

AND...I didn't write that last post for my health...well I did kinda...but I wrote it so that people would answer it. Yay for sara-beth and even the body condom comment...

i can't believe I just wrote that in my blog....

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Question:

Do you think that I am transparent?

Monday, February 13, 2006

With all this talk

of Judson memories, it makes me want to get together with all of you girls even more. J-day just seems to far away! Let's try and plan something shall we??

Saturday, February 11, 2006

The chicken on the Arby's cup scare me....

Well they do. I hate chickens! They just look like they could attack me and peck my eye out or something. But the other day when the guys were trying to figure out what animals we would all be....what did they pick for me...a chicken. They said it was because of my voice....go figure.

So last night I had a really weird dream. I guess because last night when I was driving home from a friend's house I kept seeing those billboards that change. So I had a dream that the pictures in my house kept changing. It was really weird.

How lazy am I, that this morning I finally realized that I need to flip over my mee-maw calendar to Feb. It was great though because I got to flip it over and see fun pictures and add Blakeney's birthday to it.

I found out that my friend Karla is having a baby boy. That'll be the first boy in the last 5 babies born in my life.

This post is kinda random...but then again so am I?

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Your life path number is 1

Your purpose in life is to lead others.

You have great drive and determination. Nothing is going to stand in your way.
You seek out challenges and the spotlight. You'll take all the work - and all the glory.
Status and success are important to you. You demand the best from everyone and everything.

In love, you tend to take a protective role. You enjoy being the provider in relationships.

You expect others to be like you, and as a result, you are often disappointed.
A little selfish and vain, you always put yourself first.
Remember, everyone already knows you're great - you don't need to remind them!



Some truth to it I guess. So the update in my life is that my head is going to explode one of these days! I'm serious. I've been having horrible headaches. Wow...I'll be glad when all of this is over.

Other than that...it's just life.

Saturday, January 28, 2006

Did you ever know that your my hero?

I'm updating. It's not like I have a cute kid or anything, but some people have asked that I update...so here it is.

First let me just say that IF there was a place on this particular blog to name your heros, my friend Sara Beth would be one, however for some reason I DON'T THINK THE FEELING WOULD BE MUTAL. HINT HINT!

Ok...enough of that. Things are going good up here in the ATL. I'm not actually in Atlanta by the way...about 30 minutes north...but it's all the same. Our church is off to a very good start, and we are still having fun doing it, and that's really important.

I miss home. Some days more than others. I just really want to see my mama. Hopefully next weekend i'll be able to. For some reason, and this may sound morbid, but i've just been thinking about the fact that daddy will probably pass away sometime in the the five years or so. Actually I think it's probably going to be more like this year. I don't know why I'm thinking about it, except maybe for the fact that I am getting myself mentally prepared for having to deal with the BM. (Birth mother) that is. I keep playing it in my mind how I am going to just tell her off once and for all. My hero may have to help me out on that one. I'm sure the Mee-Maws would have my back.

I'm just in a weird place right now. I've started growing away from the people back at home, but I'm not yet close enough to the people here to call it home. I don't mean that anything is wrong...it's just been 4 weeks in. It'll get there...I'm sure.
Some people from home just act like they don't want to hear about what's going on here...and sorry but if you want an update in my life...this is probably going to be a part of it.

That's one reason I am so thankful for all of my Judson friends. Even though I may move, or people get married, or babies come into the world, we are all still close. We don't have to talk everyday, or even every week, (sometimes month...MARIE), but somehow we just pick up right where we left off, and that feels good.

There is a friend here in Georgia who went to an all girl's school. We were talking last night about being only children at home, and then going to live with a bunch of girls. I asked her if she would do it all over again...and she said yes.

So that's it. Probably not the update you were wanting, or even expecting...but nevertheless...Sara Beth can finally hush!

Heather...it's your turn!

Until next time...Peace out!

Friday, January 13, 2006

The Church At Mill Creek Has Started!

And there is NO other place that I would rather be right now!

So here are some pictures from The Church At Mill Creek's First official service. It was a great first service. I can't believe that we are finally starting...it feels so good to know that we get to do this every week!

Life is going pretty good over here in the Georgia. We have been so busy that there's been very little time for "homesickness". That's not to say that I'm not...because I do miss home! But things are starting to feel a little more "settled" for me here.

It was my turn to be it!!!




This is Gracie standing up telling me that when I came into the room to start the lesson it ruined her fun because she was about to be IT in Duck Duck Goose. She's still cute even if she did throw a HUGE fit!

Rewind



The people at Mill Creek are so blessed to call Scott Kindig our pastor. He is truly an amazing man with an amazing family. You can actually go to www.churchatmillcreek.com and here this message from our REWIND series!

Worship




This is Chris Orr and his band and Erin leading worship. Erin's husband Dustin is our Community Impact person. We all have "Fun" titles around here. From what I heard (which was from people that were here and a little bit right before I ran into the preschool room), Chris and Erin sounded wonderful together.

Linzi and Caroline watching the cute babies in the nursery!

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Kellie and her Christmas tree!


This time it wasn't hanging from Jesus!

Ok..so here's one of my stupid shots...i'm surprised Jennifer didn't take this picture


These were the beatiful ornaments that I got from Guam, Prago or Prague...where ever that is that Susan lives!

Hannah and Lily and their mommies

Monday, January 02, 2006

That's the night that the lights went out in Georgia....

Of course that was the song that was playing this morning as I pulled out of New Hope on my way to Georgia. I'm here, I'm moved...well kinda. I'm here for good and that's all that matters. No more going home and coming for the weekend. It's for real this time.

My last weekend before the move was spent at the Mee-Maw Christmas party. Those babies were even cuter that I could have imagined. Just seeing their expressions was awesome. We played pennies, ate way to much and slept very little...but it was good times.

Almost as good as the party itself was the ride to Auburn with Sara Beth. It was highlighted by running into both Susan and Marie, singing OLD SCHOOL Bon Jovi, and OLD SCHOOL Country.

So i'm here, and my new life as I know it pretty much gets into full gear tomorrow. Should be interesting!

Hope all my friends are recovered from the weekend and doing good! Love you all!